July 17th, 2011
soooooo, 2 years of quiet-ness. Just randomly scrolled down and saw my last posts… bawawawa so weird. LOL. Just is feeling is called looking back and feeeeeel old?
Not much has changed, i survived a year of uni, not sure if this course is my thing(killmeorelsemyparentswill), just celebrated DD’s 23rd bday, and I HAVE ARMANI THE LOVELIEST BULLDOG I CAN EVER HAVE. <3 Life this year has been such a whirlwind, i don’t even know how i came to July, time waits for no one indeed. Made some stupid extravagant purchases, ah well some stupid habits don’t change, do they?
Academically, i suck, still suck. i’m so horrible at making decisions, i do not know now, which feeling is worse, the feeling when i can’t decide, or the feeling when i feel i might have decided wrong. Gahhhh, wished i had the courage to say, yes from the botton of my heart for once.
Gosh, i forgot how therapeutic blogging is for the soul. Awesome that no one will read this, kind of annoys me that irrelevant people know about my life, used to be so happy about raging my mind out on twitter, but lately twitter seems rather superficial and judgemental. Ah well, this space is good, it sure is good to be back.
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YAY IM TWENTY! WOOHOO.
A AND A AND C AND S AND E, CAME UP TO MY PLACE TO SURPRISE ME WITH MY FAVOURITE CAKE! LOVE THEM SO SO SO MUCH, ITS REALLY THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS, THE THOUGHTS THAT THEY CAME ALL THE WAY UP AT MIDNIGHT(which btw eugene stays in bedok, angel ended lecture at 10pm, bernice and song drove them all the way to my place, and caiyun has work the next day) MADE ME EVEN MORE TOUCHED! THANK GOD I DIDN’T CRY, WAS CLOSE, BUT DID NOT LUCKILY. THIS HAS ALREADY MADE MY BIRTHDAY A WHOLE LOT MORE MEANINGFUL, AND REALLY THANKS AH CONFUSED ME FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS LOL. 8 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP, STILL LOVE THEM AS MUCH NO LESS. <3 <3 <3
THANK YOU TO ANDREA FOR MEETING UP AND GIVING ME THE PRESENT! SO SORRY I LEFT IT IN THE CAB! THANK GOD THE DRIVE FOUND IT, CAN’T WAIT TO SEE WHAT’S INSDIE! <3 <3 <3
MY DEAR NEIGHBOURRRRRR, THANKYOU FOR REMEMBERING ME, I LOVE THE PRESENT AND CARD SO SWEEETTTTTTTT! SUNDAY MARATHON, CHOINGGGGGGG AH! <3 <3 <3
GONNA SLEEP SO I HAVE MORE ENERGY FOR LATER’S TIME WITH MY DEAREST DD! <3
The game of love.
Tell me
Just what you want me to be
One kiss
And boom you’re the only one for me
So please tell me why don’t you come around no more
Cause right now I’m crying
Outside the door of your candy store
It just takes a little bit of this
A little bit of that
It started with a kiss
Now we we’re up to bat
A little bit of laughs
A little bit of pain
I’m telling you, my babe
It’s all in the game of love….
..Is whatever you make it to be
Sunshine set on this cold lonely sea
So please baby try and use me for what I’m good for
It ain’t sayin’ goodbye it’s knocking down the door of your candy store
It’s all in this game of love
You roll me
Control me
Console me
Please hold me
You guide me
Divide me
Into two…
So please tell me why don’t you come around no more
Cause right now I’m dying outside the door of your loving store
It’s all in this game of love
It’s all in the game of love
Yeah, in the game of love
Roll me
Control me
Please hold me
(Make me feel good, yeah)
weekend was a blast.
Everything is fragile around me right now. Seriously mood ruining. BUT, this isn’t gonna ruin my days any further. No more mopping and lamenting on such stuff, this is my break my time my life, if my conscience is clear and i know i have nothing nothing wrong to deserve such a childish and retorted repulsive retaliation, then so be it you do not deserve my long term span of attention.
That rant done, feel so peaceful after coming home from cousin’s after stayover for like, 4 days? Can’t remember, cause the days were a BLAST! My dear cousin Teresa for married! Such a joyous event, with shopping prep, dresses scout, hands on making decorations right now to the hotel and reception. The actual ceremony, was just sooo awwwww. Match made in heaven, because both of them are seriously angelic, well to me they are. They have given me so much help and care especially during my exams since they are both teachers the help they gave me was even more valuable. Kind of regretted i didn’t spend as much time with them in the past, but never mind the future i shall make up for it! RESOLUTION WOOHOO. Love them heaps! Felt so thankful to have them cousins, my dear godparents and my parents for supporting me all these while! Pictures soon when i lay my hands on them!
Saw Andrea at orchard central, hahahah looked so glooomy on her first job! Taitai AH that woman, but was happy to see her can’t wait to see her soon to rant about everything in the topsey world!
Off to make money, trying my best to not give in to my laziness heh.
PS. Happy 16th kenneth, my irritating trouble making brother! But i still love you, because you are my sibling and the only brother i have! <3
<3 <3
